Friday, February 24, 2012
Sitting Down and Giving Away
(Notice how I have manged to get away from the subject? Pretty good distraction eh?) Yes, I am still in strong denial over this chapter!
The next chapter is about getting rid of the clothes that cut off your circulation. I know and understand what Geneen is talking about here and I haven't really had a problem with this (except when I was a teenager and that was only when I was borrowing a girlfriend's clothes), unfortunately right now I am in between sizes (which is my current dilemma). If I eat something for breakfast that bloats me I go to the old size, and it's really easy to go there because everything is loose and comfortable, and it tells me that I have lost a few inches (except after about an hour of wearing my jeans all it would take is one good yank and they would slip right off my hips and that is it's own source of discomfort!). If I put on my new size I feel fat, and annoyed. Fat because there are ugly bulges still, and annoyed because I have all of these lovely new clothes and I can't wear them in comfort. It's bad for my self esteem. There is, of course, a very simple solution to this, and any of you have been reading my blogs so far would know that that solution (a diet), would just backfire in the most devasting way. I get impatient and annoyed about it, but there really isn`t anything else I can do. I will fit into those pretty clothes one day, just not when I want to.